A Honest Confession!

I have a confession to make........

 

I don't always finish what I start!  I know that this may come as a shock to you but its the truth:( 

 

 

This is a thing that I feel that I have dealt with for quite some time.  It came up in counseling and so I took a look at my life and realize that there might be some truth to this.  I also have unrealistic definitions of success and failure.

 

I have a nasty habit of when I do something that I expect to be the best at it right away and if I am not then I am a failure.  It sounds odd when I type it out but its the truth. 

 

I own two guitars and I have a love of music and always wanted to learn how to play.  I can play some but when I couldn't play every song that I wanted I got disappointed and have stopped playing them.  I also did this when I wanted to learn how to play the harmonica. 

 

This blog has been one o those as well.  When I started it I thought that this was going to be something that people are going to go crazy over and when it wasn't an overnight success I put it on the back burner.  I apologize to everyone that has supported me with this for doing that. 

 

I promise that I am working on what my definitions of success an failure are.  I know that it is going to take some work and some recommitment but I need to continue to work at this.  For those of you that know me please help hold me responsible for finishing and following through with things.  I am working to better the person I am and this is just the start!  Thanks!

Jeremy